Every time I go out I’m afraid I’m going to run into him. He kept trying to find me in my dream I just woke up from. When he did I just ran. Im always so useless in my dreams but for once running worked and I was able to get away. I believe in things like magic and astral projection and he had convinced me of a lot of things including being powerful. I’m scared that he’s actually him and he’s invading my dreams. I just wanna forget him so badly. I wanna forget all of the crazy shit he filled my head with. I really wish I didn’t believe the things he told me.
So you saw him in your dreams, now you’re afraid you’re going to see him outside of your dreams, but you just want forget him and what he told you. Have I got that right?
From a fellow Pagan if you need to chat I am here 🙂
Thank you 🙏
What came up for me was that maybe writing out this crazy stuff that he told you and you bought in to could be very helpful. It could help you start to debunk that stuff. It’s really natural to dream about him. Our brains are hard wired to create stories, and dreaming is the brains way of taking all those little fragments and weaving a story from them. I can understand how something like that could be really scary? Are you using rituals and strengthening your wards?
I’ve only started my journey into paganism so I’m not doing anything but reading when I have time and meditating ( for lack of a better wordd) in the woods or in my yard any chance I get.