Hope everyone enjoying their four first off! I’m with family that wrote me off after my episode. I can’t wait till the day is over.
Emily. What happened?
I was basically ignored by half my family. It was just awkward. But I had friends that came and it made it so much better. When I was manic I did and said horrible things. I apologized but the damage was done. My mom and my family members that I do talk to was just having fun but for me it wasn’t uncomfortable. I’m reading a book on attachment. Im learning that I’m attached to my episode fall out in a very negative way. Putting blame to my behavior in the wrong places.
I’ve had episodes. One friend could not handle bipolar mania.
Some folks really just don’t understand. I’m so sorry.
It’s okay. I’m starting to think it’s a me thing. Like I should care.