I really hate working ive hated every job ive ever had but whenever I don't have a job my life is empty except for exercise drugs and alcohol so I know I have to have a job because I have nothing to live for and nothing to do but I just don't see how its possible to get through life all the way to dying of old age unless you can smoke weed
I relapsed last night. So sick this morning. My first day out of the sober living and back sleeping in the car and my brain says its party time. Now the last mask i have stinks like vomit. But I'm not gonna let it get me down. There were no cops or handcuffs involved last night so there's nothing stopping me from picking my nasty pukey self up and move on to the next town next state next chapter etc 🙃 but I'm still so fucking tired. Its like Lord of the Rings everyday for me it just keeps going. 😓
Does anybody here know a thing about addiction replacement? Trading one addiction for another? As a recovering addict, to fill the void from my previous substance abuse problems I got into exercise and fitness. I never really thought about it as an addiction as I justified it as it being a healthy habit. But I do use it to cope and distract myself from my own problems. I don't know.
Hi. Currently struggling with my husband’s cocaine addiction.
No one wakes up and says they want to be an addict. Addiction base is pain and through addiction it numbs that pain temporarily. It’s about escaping reality. It’s a Devastating disease and nothing about it is easy. An addict can make is worse or open their eyes but recovery doesn’t come because you need it, it comes because you want it. A scary truth is relapse can be part of recovery. Recovery is no race take your time and get it done! ♥️
I hate how the drugs i do temporarily fill that void of loneliness and depression but still do it just to feel happy even if its for a moment
Hi. I just joined this group. I am currently struggling with sex/love addiction. I feel like I need attention of a man 24/7, and if I don't get that then I get really depressed and I lose interest in almost everything. If I force myself to do other things I just get frustrated because I really don't want to do them. I'm so sick of being like this.
I know literally no one cares but!!! Yeessss i am alive!!! Honestly i did pay for a year subscription but i haven’t been whiling or wanting to post on this app…. I feel as though i am sharing too much and too quickly. This concerned me and my therapist, she suggested i take some time away from social media. After some interesting sessions i decided to stop seeing her. I’m legally and morally unwilling to truly explain details but i assure you that it is ok and normal to seek a new professional. Im on a waiting list and in close contact with my family doctor who calls me often. It sucks because i feel extremely isolated and alone rn.
I can't imagine an enjoyable life without drugs and alcohol. Every aspect of living stresses me out and the only thing I look forward to is getting drunk or high or both. Now that i know im an alcoholic and ill be one forever i dont know if I want to quit anymore
Ever get so hungover You ask god for a do-over? Ever think about the past When it wasn't a blast? Ever get crazy lonely Livin' sans homies? I do 😣 🎉
I woke up at 2 am again. I probably wont be able to sleep anymore tonight before work in the morning 😞 but its ok it gives me a head start to get my life together a little bit. Life is moving way too fast and I'm too fucking slow to keep up and I just feel myself slipping farther and farther behind and I dont think I'm going to make it 😢
Ive been on antidepressants for 5 years and had them increased in feb, noticed very quickly that they were affecting me, my head was aching my heart was pounding in my chest, long story short I’ve to come off them, its having an awful effect on me, I’ve been prescribed bridging tablets whilst changing over to a new tablet and am on a blood pressure tablet, started drinking again to regain in my opinion some control but it’s all bad and I’m just finding everything stressful, like will my hear be ok or damaged because of Effexor?
Can anyone help me my dad just had a stroke 2 days ago and still hasn't be to the hospital because he's saying he doesn't have insurance he is 62 years old and half of his body is very weak and he cant use it. Im so lost and dont know what to do can anyone offer advice anything please
Has anyone heard of HPPD (hallucinogen perception persisting disorder) I’ve noticed symptoms 2yrs ago but really notice them now after experiencing a mushroom trip after eating 13 grams how can i get the visual effects to not be soo noticeable like visual Snow
Daily affirmation: ✨I am a priority in my life. My health and healing matter.✨ Have a great day everyone! 😊
Daily affirmation: ✨I am doing my best and that is enough✨ Have a great day everyone! 😊
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Hey all! Hope you’re all well? Looking for some advice regarding my mum who’s an alcoholic trying to detox. Any tips I would be greatful for
Ok. So I think I might be an idiot. I have been clean from drugs for almost 15 years. I used opiates, like heroin and OxyContin. I’ve been clean a long time. And as with most opiate addicts, I never really liked alcohol that much. But lately, I’ve been drinking a lot. I had a tooth that was killing me, and nobody would help me. I couldn’t get the dentist to call me back. So I started drinking to deal with the pain. Just a few beers a day. Long enough so I can finally get the tooth taken care of. That took about a month. It’s been pulled now. But I continued to drink some. Not heavily. Just cause I have no energy but needed things to get done. I don’t really love the feeling of alcohol. Anyway, long story short, i haven’t been able to sleep lately, and I get this insane anxiety. Like this restlessness. I can’t stop tossing and turning. It’s this horrible feeling. I think, somewhere along the way, I got slightly addicted to alcohol. I didn’t think it was possible. My body seems to want it. I have absolutely no idea what to do. Opiates, I’m an expert in. Drinking? I don’t know anything. Can I just stop on my own? Is it possible to drink a little less each day? The problem is, I never drank that much to begin with. 3 beers at a time. I don’t know how this happened. I guess it’s been a month and a half. Maybe a little more since I’ve been drinking those few beers. This is baaad. I haven’t dealt with addiction in forever. Anyone have any tips? Any knowledge whatsoever? This anxiety inside me is eating me up
8 days vape free 🥰
I’m off the Modafinil and no longer feel like a psychopath. But I’m pretty tired these days!