I was sober for a while. Like a good amount of time. But. This year has been the worst. And i definitely fell off the wagon I'm drinking frequently again and being reckless.. Alcohol and Depression dont mix well. I drank myself into the mid .30s 4 days ago.
.3 bac is pretty intense you gotta be sure you get some water down in between drinks until youre able to quit
Trust me I know how crazy it is. Also not the most pleasant feeling during or after. Especially knowing that .40 is the where death occurs. The result of my sudden fall and well over drinking is the result of some very hard depression which is what I'm trying to work on to ensure I don't do that again. And I mean its kind of work. I hadnt had a drink about 2 days. Which isn't a mile stone by any means but before that it was literally everyday. Day or night.