So, I’m a functioning alcoholic/drunk...have been for years. I was forced to get sober in 2019 because of a DUI. I had to lie to myself during that time that sobriety wasn’t that bad and had to learn how to cope with “heartbreak” (I’m the type of person that falls insanely too hard too fast for someone) sober. I had thought that I did...UNTIL the court took me off of condition release (in home breathalyzer that I had to blow all zeros into everyday three times a day). As soon as I got out of the courthouse, I went straight to the liquor store and bought SO many bottles and broke that 9 month sobriety. Then I had to back to my hometown in my home state. Got sober for another 9 months and...I recently broke that all because the girl I was talking to for a week took a picture of herself sitting in her baby daddy’s lap smiling with their arms around each other and posted it to Facebook...
Hi, I’m sorry to hear whats happened. Remember that this does not take away all the progress you’ve made in the past. Maybe it is something underlying issues in regards to how you reacted to the photo?
I don’t believe that there’s any underlying problems. It’s my fault for being the way that I am and being attracted to those types of women. It’s like nobody wants to focus on being with one person anymore...and here’s the funny thing, literally like 2 weeks after of not talking she’s posting about a new guy...ugh, I REALLY want to drink now. Dealing with these emotions suck when you’re sober
Dont let these bitches fuck you up into relapse. They're going to do whatever they want. Just count your blessings for getting laid and move on to the next target. Thats what sex / dating is now.