Something is wrong with me. I said something horrible i cant take back. I said it to the person who hurt me. Im starting to wonder, do i want her back? Or do i want revenge? Honestly i think its both. Idk what to do with myself.
You are human. Nothing is wrong with you. You can always apologize, and explain you didn’t mean it.
Little more complicated. There is no communication between us.
I’d leave it, you probably said something out of anger which sometimes gets the best of you, no point making it worse because you won’t feel better about yourself and it can also damage her, my advice is move on.
Trying too. My ex wife. Have 3 kids with her