Sometimes it just hits me that I’ve lost both of my parents by the age of 25. It feels like I’ve been hit by a speeding train, then the wave of intense sadness hits. I feel so heavy, so numb… I don’t know what to do with these feelings and I’m angry all the time which isn’t fair on those close to me. It breaks my heart knowing that neither of them will be around to see and celebrate any achievements with me 😔 I feel so lost.
If you want to talk.more you can DM me I had similar experience in my twenties I'm.older now.
Thank you x
I'm almost 60 and I still feel a bit orphaned at times. I can't imagine trying to come to terms with it at 25. I think it's real unfortunate that we live in times that are so fast paced that it assaults our more natural rhythm of living...Maybe we need to add "grief" days in addition to vacation time at work, instead of have to call my (hopefully supportive boss), beg for the day off and hang up feeling like a loser. With that said, have you spoken to your boss or HR about what you're going through? I know some workplaces are downright savage but they might be able to lend ideas and support I apologize that I got a bit off track there but sometimes they're nudges from God...
Hi kirsty I'm sorry you lost both your parents at a young age. It's very hard losing a parent I lost my dad in 2018. If you ever want to chat I'm here.