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Umbrella
1 Feb
I HATE eating in front of anyone. I feel like I don’t deserve to eat because of how overweight I am
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Drum
1 Feb
I eat too much junk food
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Chipmunk
2 Feb
I really hate myself when I purge , although I can’t help it
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Hibiscus
3 Feb
I’ve gained six pounds and I’m pissed I look in the mirror and I see a fat blob. I hate my body and I hate the fact that I binge all the time especially when I’m compulsive
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Tennis
4 Feb
Does anyone here have orthorexia?
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Popcorn
7 Feb
Hello does anyone suffer from ARFID??
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Duck
8 Feb
I hate feeling like I want to eat and then having to convince myself out of it 🙃.
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Duck
8 Feb
Making myself throw up and still wanting to eat a few hours later makes me feel like shit.
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Ice Cream
9 Feb
I hear you! You’re not alone!!🙋🏻‍♂️
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Umbrella
9 Feb
Anyone else restricting?
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Chipmunk
10 Feb
I’m so embarrassed to even say it but three of my teeth are decaying and I really can’t believe it
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Guitar
15 Feb
Happy Valentine's Day 2021! Let’s celebrate love, tolerance, acceptance, respect, kindness and peace everyday not just on a holiday. May everyday be filled with positivity and love. Cherish everything and everyone. Let love forever flourish all over the world.
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Umbrella
16 Feb
I'm restricting and it feels really good.
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Chestnut
16 Feb
Let myself go last night... I’m trying really hard to eat things because it’s impossible to hide not eating from my fiancée so I’ve just been trying to Get better but every time I give in and eat I feel the same shitty feeling EVERY time... I’ve been in and out of counselling more than once and I don’t know what to do it feels like I can never get rid of that god awful feeling ever😓 and it’s exhausting trying to act okay I’m constantly battling my thoughts of to eat or not to eat and if my belly feels even a little bit full I don’t let my fiancée touch me and I feel so awful😓
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Rabbit
19 Feb
Whenever I binge eat I feel like I’ve lost complete control of my life, I’m looking to connect with a buddy here who will hold me accountable :’(
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Ice Cream
21 Feb
I had a bad day and purged. I’m so discouraged.
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Hedgehog
22 Feb
My diet is highly restrictive! I don’t eat a lot of foods (lots of common foods normal people eat daily) because of the taste and texture. That’s awful because I can’t socialize properly, and I spend more time deciding what to eat. Also, eating becomes boring sometimes. Does anyone have the same issue?
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Chestnut
24 Feb
I’ve been so stressed lately... I’ve been eating more, to try and get better for my fiancée (and yes I know I should get better for myself but if I waited for me to be ready it would never happen) but I can’t stand the way I feel/look i feel like I’ve gained 20lbs...😓 and I feel like I look like a whale and it’s making me miserable I can’t get rid of this feeling and I want to cry every time I think about eating and every time I look in the mirror I hold back crying I just feel hopeless because I don’t know what to do to make me not hate myself so much
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Mango
24 Feb
I’ve never been diagnosed with an eating disorder but for as long as I can remember food has just made me sick. Any time I’m out of the house and just in daily interactions my body feels so tense that the thought, smell or mention of food is sickening. I’ve spent the last 15 years or so eating about once a day because I can’t bring myself to eat. Does anyone have anything similar and have you had any success in addressing it?
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Chestnut
25 Feb
Trigger warning⚠️ I started to restrict again... and I miss it😣 no matter how long I go with forcing myself to eat I feel miserable and the feeling to restrict comes back the second I feel like I’ve gained anything (I’m not even underweight so gaining weight scares the shit out of me) and I’m just in a daze all the time😓
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Umbrella
3 Mar
So my ex broke up with me yesterday/last night..he said I was overweight and that I was jealous. I’m really not overweight.. I was being a little jealous I’m not gunna lie. Being a woman we want to know that they don’t need other options distractions ... He didn’t cheat ... I just think his expectations are a bit high. I used to have an eating disorder and I don’t want to do that again. I have God with me, but I need a friend right now. Can someone message me? I’ve been thinking about my weight and I’m 150 I’m 28. I guess for a 28 year old with the height of 5’4 should be 130-140. Please someone message me!
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Umbrella
3 Mar
And by distractions I mean women who they give all of their attention too besides you, not the people in their life, just wanted to clarify on my last message
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Chestnut
6 Mar
Story time: ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ Does anyone else have a partner or anyone close to you and they know you have a problem... but they treat it as if they don’t know like they’ll say certain things that should come up in their head as triggering towards me but they say it anyway and act like that’s not supposed to upset you?. A few weeks ago my fiancée wanted a picture of me and when I was posing she thought I was sucking my stomach and said “ribs aren’t cute push out a bit” She knows I always suck in my stomach because I hate it... I wear tight high waisted shorts constantly under all my clothes and wear multiple layers of clothing on most days or just REALLY baggy things and she sees all of this I don’t hide it from her (there’s no point she’ll find out because she cares) but she still says stuff like that and it makes me feel over dramatic and pathetic. I don’t want to tell her because she just gets upset and then she’ll say something like “I feel like I can’t say anything to you because you’ll just get triggered” I don’t know I just feel fuckin lonely I can’t talk to her about it because I don’t know how to talk about it.💔 I’m just lost I guess. If you’ve made it this far thank you for listening.
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Chipmunk
6 Mar
Anyone care to talk??
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Duck
8 Mar
Been trying to not throw up lately but ate way too much and made myself throw up last night 🙃
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Duck
10 Mar
Fml. Threw up again today.
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Full Moon
11 Mar
I stopped eating meat and replaced it with beans, peas and premier protein drinks and I have definitely improved with bing eating. I found that I hold alot of tension in my jaws and when Im too wound up I eat to release the tension SOOO I BOUGHT GUM 😊 because this way im not binge eating and I can release all those emotions that are causing me to tense up so much without hurting myself ❤️
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Chestnut
11 Mar
Ate last night with my fiancée reminds me of why I still eat. Me and her have always had food dates unfortunately but it makes it easier to eat.
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Full Moon
14 Mar
I lost two pounds giving up meat!! I alowed myself some fish latey but for the most part i get protein from beans peas and lentils plus 30-40 grams of protein from vitamin and mineral rich beverage like Premier ❤️ i feel alot better
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Full Moon
15 Mar
I learned how to cook brisket today and everyone loved it!! I gave up meat for lent but I still make meals for loved ones and that makes me feel good 😌
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Tennis
15 Mar
Lol so I start going to therapy this week and does anyone know the extent to which I can talk about my eating disorder without getting reported? (I’m over 18 but dependent + California)
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Full Moon
16 Mar
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Full Moon
17 Mar
I made a mango smoothie with a shot of Kombucha, tropical redbull and water. I know redbull at night is a bad idea but it was just a shot 😂
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Chestnut
18 Mar
How is everyone doing today
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Whale
19 Mar
Can someone talk to me? 😔
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Turtle
20 Mar
Join me in welcoming Mami to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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Dolphin
25 Mar
Sup names Max ✌(sorry trying a new approach. 😅) So as of recently I have unfortunately had a bit of a minor slip up... I self harmed. 😔 Don't worry my friend / guardian, has not only confiscated my blades but has given me some task to do. We're going to be going back to the basics... he decided it was best to use what we learned from my support groups an what was advised from my case manager an previous institution. So im here to ask for a bit of help 🙂 I am required to do 2 positive things that have a positive affect on the community or have a good affect on others around you. Additionally I have to say 2 positive things about myself an to top it off I have to 3 meals a day breakfast lunch an dinner something I don't do or know how to go about. Anyhow I'm here to ask, what yall think I could possibly do for my 2 positive things? As well what maybe i should eat? I generally don't eat much so I honestly have no clue... I have to do this until Thursday April 1st. So any help would be appreciated. Thanks for suggestions 😊
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Duck
29 Mar
I kind of feel enraged, a while ago my family doctor saw my blood analysis and was worried about some numbers about my kidney so he asked for me to take an echography (he said all of that to my mum). I did it all and it alla want well but now it turns out he suspected I was bulimic, which as an ex anorexic (I'm completely recovered) really pissed me off because my parents worry obviously about nothing. I feel so upset.
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Duck
30 Mar
TW: Haven’t thrown up in days but still feel kind of bad when eating and like I eat too much 🙃
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Duck
31 Mar
TW: just tried to throw up after awhile and it was actually pretty hard to do and relatively unsuccessful but obvi I don’t feel good about still 🙃🙃
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Turtle
31 Mar
Join me in welcoming Elle to show your support. Reply and say hi 😊
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Tennis
4 Apr
I’m here if anyone wants to talk! ☺️ message me
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Turtle
6 Apr
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Chipmunk
7 Apr
I might have to get a feeding tube because no matter what I do I can't get my weight up. I've had GI problems since I was 8 years old and been in and out of hospitals with them trying to figure out what's all wrong. They haven't diagnosed me yet. They found things going on but non can be fixed. They've had me on so many meds, natural remedies, smoothies, powders, other stuff and nothing works. I've already had a feeding tube but now I have to get the permit one. I drive 3 hours each month to go to my doctors. They keep me there for weeks sometimes just to run all these test and do blood samples. Everyone looks at me as some sick kid and pittys me. They always say if im going to do anything I have to have someone with me, or make sure I eat enough, that my bones are sticking out to much, that I'm fragile. I just want to be treated normal, I just want to get to live how I want to and not how the doctors say.
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Turtle
7 Apr
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Tennis
7 Apr
Hi guys, I’m currently in the worst state I could be right now. I was diagnosed with bulimia back in 2016. This is something I continue to struggle with every single day and it’s destroying me😢 I can’t help but wonder to myself am I going to have my own family and still be binge eating then making myself sick? It’s making my mental health deteriorate and ruining my life, I’m not sure what to do anymore😭
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Turtle
Tuesday
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frisbee
Tuesday
Hi everyone, I'm here if anyone ever wants to chat. Don't worry about the timing. I'm in British Summer Time and will reply in the day if I get something overnight.
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Turtle
Wednesday
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Turtle
Saturday
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Tennis
2:40 AM
How did you tell your parent that you had an eating disorder/ thought you might need help? This has been going on for 6 years and I’m so physically and emotionally exhausted and don’t think I can get over it alone but I have no idea how to approach telling them.
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