I told my ex the truth everyones talking about it it might as well come from me. I love him he hates me. He’ll never be with me again because i did something when we wasn’t together. I get it i just need to be honest because this lying shit isn’t me. I don’t want to be looked at like I’m for everyone opening my legs to anyone. I did that something out of hurt. He had gotten another girl pregnant. Starting a new life with someone i was so broken. Its not an excuse but I’m being honest thats where it stemmed from. It was one time It took me months to tell him the truth. I just dont want to lose him friend or not. I gave everything to this man. Idk what to do now i wanna kill myself i dont wanna be here idk what to do advice please.
I'm sorry you're feeling so awful. But what you do with whomever is not something to be ashamed of when you're not together. Sounds like he treated you badly by getting another woman pregnant. Where was his concern for you? You are worth more than he's allowing you to feel right now. 💜
Thank you so much I’m beating myself up because i know how it makes him feel. It made me feel disgusting doing something with someone I’m not used to i did all of that out of anger and hurt and didn’t even enjoy it. & yeah your right he didnt care at all for me at the time. I don’t know how to move past this with us he stays with me and i know that conversation will never end now that i admitted to it. It happened a year ago.
Thank you loz❤️ forreal because your absolutely right.