Some things that make me feel a tad extra lonely is the fact i feel like i have a speech impairment.... wich i do though people tell me its only a tiny bit and barely noticible but i feel like people like to be too kind. I always rather3d cold hard truth. I am slightly hesring impaird so my own voice isnt the voice everyone else hears... not a dramatic difference i guess but yeah.... The annoying thing with this is that people have a predisposed perspective of anyone that doesnt share their accent to the fullest extent especially if you were born in the country. These people are aeen as less then and that grinds me gears i wanna strangle people. I am not feeling emotional at the moment it was just i feeling i know i had a while back. I am pretty alright now todays a good day. Anyways heard mentality i freaking have a major distatse for because it is a ridden and rotten way of thinking that i feel the majority of people share. Like i said though atm i am pretty fine just sitting in my car thibking id write up an observation of myself and others no matter how screwed others may think itbis but to an extent which i dont know... i know it holds at least some truth to it.
It is just something i feel haults me from making new friends. I already got a few good mates but i dunno. I wouldnt mind expanding a little
Wow sorry for the spelling mistakes i type too fast and i hate auto correct. And i dont even check
Heard :0/ I struggle to fathom people sometimes. What price kindness? I have glimpses of compassion for people like that. Little - almost teensy even - glimpses lol
They just better hope I’m never allowed to use the poof wand for the day! Um hmmmmm
I reallt struggle too my mind gets to the point at rare occasions were i will see "normal" people as the monsters. Cause a lot of people are. They cant climb their own shitty bassed ways. I know there is gold in everyone but still. Some people cover their gold in 💩💩💩💩💩💩 Thats good though you can still find compassion in them. I am all out i just dont wanna give 2 shits. Ill give some people the chance but that's it. It depends on the mood in the moment. Atm i am feeling pretty bleh 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 wanna roll my eyes into the back of my skull haha 😆😅 Hahaha id love to see the poof wand in use, definately hehe 👹🔥
If you can manage to stay off my naughty list I might even let you borrow it 😜 I really do hear you. I hate people at times. Not persons; “people”, that generic faceless crowd of haters! The ones who get it gotta stick together :0/
I am intrigued..... i think i get it... But yeah we as a human race have to stick together... but it is so divided nowdays 😣 friends turning on each other, families turning on each other. These are truly dark times and i dont wanna keep it in or pretend anymore