How do you let go of some1 who broke you beyond repair? As much as you love them, all you feel is resentment and hate. Its poison inside me. I want answers from them ill never get. I want revenge ill never get. I want the pain, thoughts and bad dreams to stop. How can some1 be so evil?
You will always remember what happened sometime you may dwell this is part of the grieving it’s a difficult situation. During the the grieving stage I did a lot of research about narcissistic abuse, then tried to look at how this linked to my childhood and also starting counciling this is a great way to get things off your chest. X
What happened will always be with you forever it all depends on the actions you take now. I found that therapy helped so much and educating people on things they didn’t know. I kept it hidden for years and it didn’t help i had hate in my heart for years I told people they didn’t believe it but after many years the hate shrunk and I said to myself that even tho these people are completely messed up I’m not letting them control my life anymore I got more help and medication it takes time but with the right people you will feel a weight lifted off your chest. If you wanna chat msg me I’m always here to help