Have you ever told family what happened to you and thought they didn’t believe you? :(
I have a friend in here, Wisdo who was in same situation. I asked her to treat me like her brother and share with you to feel what she was missing. You will come across a new friend who will believe and be more of an family member to you.
I had this, my nan said to me ‘well we know what you’re like’ I was happily married with kids, but even if I was what she implied, did that justify what he did to me?!