This has happend to me two years and 5 years ago I am now married and just had a baby but me and my husband are no longer talking due to me not opening up i al lost I have depression because he don’t understand what flashbacks and not comfortable with you body and how I consistently blame myself for this happing to me
Jessica, you don't have to share right today but you have to share some other things keep occupied with him. Let him know that you are trying to find comfort with him. His concern might not be that he doesn't know. It might be that your are not trying to get comfortable with him. So, share other things which you feel possible and keep regular conversations with your husband.
Yes, we are here if you wanna talk some more.