Today makes a whole month I been clean but I really want a drink today... I feel no one cares or just don’t wanna hear about it ... I feel stupid trying to explain how I feel ...
Im really sorry for how you feel =/
Im sure you will much happier when you realize that you overcame your temptation tho!
You may feel stupid trying to explain what you’re going through but you’re definitely not. You matter and your feelings do too. I would always have difficulties trying to describe why I kept going back to my drug of choice to people whom never struggled with addiction. It would drive me insane because their perception wasn’t what I wanted it to be but that’s okay. As long as you’re working on yourself and trying to overcome temptation, you’re doing great ! Some people don’t get to make it this far but you have ❤️
Yeah I know how that can feel. Sometimes other people telling you what a great job you’re doing, is the only thing that keeps you going with it. Sucks when it seems like you suddenly have nothing. Or no way to feel good. Stay strong. I think you’re kicking ass! A month is an unbelievable accomplishment. Don’t throw it away now!
It’s like you’re expected to just get on and get over it.