Ive been goin really hard since the start of June. I just want to run away screaming from my life and from myself but I cant. I can't handle stress and I'm just constantly overwhelmed. My face neck and back are tensed up all day from constant fear.
Fear of what?
I'm always afraid that I'm in trouble and bad things will happen to me. I'm terrified of my job and I hate being surrounded by coworkers all day. And I'm afraid that I am doing a really bad job at life and when I die ill get an F and I'll go to hell and I'll "deserve" it too
And I know exactly how you feel feeling quite the same way